“Go into the kitchen and pick out a wooden spoon”, he said to me as we were standing in the guest room at my mother’s house. I hesitated over the canister on the kitchen counter, weighing my different options, my hand trembling slightly in anticipation or fear, I didn’t really know. A thick one with…
Month: December 2018
The Hole in the Bed
There were two holes on either side of our bed, indentations after years of sleep from his body and mine. I could reach my hand out into the vastness of the king sized sheets, searching for his warmth and not find it. We were alone on each half of our shared space. We thought it…
Halos
We just got our internet back! The power went out Saturday night and when it came back on Sunday afternoon, we didn’t have any phone or internet. It is nice to be cut off from the world, but after a few days I start jonesing for it, as much as I hate to admit it….
Date Night Downtown
“Go into the ladies restroom, take off your sweater and your bra, put your coat back on and meet me outside”.
The Unavoidable Switch
For my fellow submissives, I know that we’ve all had those moments in our professional lives or maybe even with our family members where we have to be the one in charge. I know that I’ve had to put on my bitch pants every once in a while to go to bat for a client,…
Pluck My String, Please
Some days I am amazed. I spend the day doing normal things, working, sending emails, driving to look at houses, talking on the phone, but when I get a moment to pause, I realize that I’ve been aroused the whole time. I’m in an almost constant state of arousal. I wasn’t always like this, in…
Consent Kerfuffle
“I need to apologize because I’m pretty sure I didn’t get your consent to do that to you”. I was surprised to hear him say these words to me. Even though we are married, we both take consent very seriously, its what makes all of this possible for us. The issue of consent is different…
Taken in Darkness
I woke up sweating under the heavy tangled covers, gasping with desire, my nipples hardened to little buds aroused by the feeling of the sticky sheets rubbing against them. Was it a dream? I couldn’t remember, but I felt needy and brought my hands to my nipples, rubbing with my palms in a circular motion,…