The first time he tied me, he held my shoulders and spoke. He looked at me seriously as he did, and I listened carefully. He told me about safewords, when and how to use them. I knew about them before this, I read about safewords in ThatBookThatCannotBeNamed, but I never thought I would be one…
It’s lovely waking up on Saturdays, a slow and natural awakening, no screaming alarm suddenly and violently jerking me from dreams. The grey light of early morning creeps in the windows of our bedroom, slowly rousing me. My legs are tangled with his, and I can hear his steady breathing. He’s still asleep. I lay…
My husband fixes cars for his job, and he brings these home for me because I love them so much. They are pieces from headlights that help to magnify the light. They are all unique, some have tiny divots, some have spirals. I put them on our window sills to reflect the light and sky…
CW: This post discusses the death of my dog. Our dynamic is by nature incredibly supportive, but the past couple of weeks have put that support to the test. Fortunately, I think we have passed that test, showing that no matter what, we are there for each other. Grief can tear relationships apart. The pain…
Part One here. Part Two here. Part Three here. It had been three months since I first met Diana at the restaurant. Our time together had been some of the happiest moments of my life. Not only did she teach me all the things I wanted to know about how to please a woman sexually,…
Part One here. Part Two here. We lay there for awhile, snuggled in each others arms, and at one point I realized that this is what I’d been wanting, this is what I’d been waiting for. Not just the kissing and the blowjob and the sex that would happen soon, but I’d been wanting this…