Clicker training was a kink that I explored very early on into this journey, and it quickly became one of my favorites. It’s easy and fun, it doesn’t require a lot of planning or set-up, and it is great for getting me into my submissive headspace. It ticks many of my boxes, humiliation, control and…
Month: December 2018
The Watcher
There was a jar on a shelf in her room, plain and solid with a wide mouth, topped with a lid adorned with a delicate glass knob. Inside the jar was an eye. Not an old dead eyeball floating in formaldehyde, this eye was vibrant and alive. It watched her. The sharp black pupil was…
An Ordinary Girl
He said I was ordinary. Like he was ordinary, just a regular person who worked in an office and came home to make dinner and watch Jeopardy. He didn’t know that I was going home to quickly shower and prepare myself, perfectly shaved with a butt plug snuggly inserted. That I’d be tied up and…
The Twelve Days of XXXmas
My husband is all about the little things. He believes that small gestures are really important in creating and maintaining that special feeling in a relationship, and he’s very good about surprising me with little treats, notes, sexy texts, and sweet words. I’ve been trying hard to return the favor although it doesn’t come as…
A Treat for Santa
“Hold still, you’re fidgeting”, He grabbed my wrists and steadied them against His bare chest as He wrapped a red nylon rope around them, securing them tightly together in front of me. “Are you sure he’s even going to like this?” I was nervous and trying to wriggle my way out of the situation in…
Getting Ready for Guests
“I want to give you something to remind you of what we have and what we stand for while our guests are here this week. Go bend over the end of the bed”. I buried my face into to the sheets breathing deeply, steadying myself, anticipating, a sheen of sweat already building on my palms….
13 Orgasms
“You have a special task today, blue. You are to give yourself five orgasms before I get home from work, and you are to email me the details of each one”. What!?!? I get to have five orgasms! I am not permitted to masturbate or orgasm without permission, so when I received this text from…
Cryin’
I cry a lot. A LOT. I cry when I’m happy, when I’m angry and obviously when I’m sad. I cry at Subaru commercials and Publix commercials. If Sir is going out of town, I’ll purposely rent a movie that I know will make me cry so that I can enjoy the cry with out…
A Love Letter Through Time
Yesterday, I walked back in time. I stepped through the door of our home into the filtered sunlight, over the carpet of moss, and down the gravel road bordered by rhododendrons and hemlocks. I meandered down the winding road under the shadow of the big mountain with the sound of the rushing creek in my…